Wondering what God wanted me to do, now that I am home all the time and have plenty of time to serve Him, I pray daily and read the bible. I almost felt stressed and restless not knowing what I should be doing, and feeling lost that I might be failing to follow God’s lead. I finally got an answer that I did not expect.
One of the biggest jobs a homeowner has is killing weeds so they don’t take over the yard. It can be very frustrating. Too bad most people don’t realize how beneficial those weeds really are.
I’ve seen a farm before. I can do this! “It will be is so easy!” I foolishly thought to myself. ... My garden started looking like a little dead raised garden bed that would have been quite charming to the Addams family, but not to me.
What just happened? I still can’t believe I’m here. As I sit in my quiet living room, my head is still spinning at the reality of it all. I don’t know if I am relieved that I no longer work in great pain at a very high-pressure job, or if I am horrified at the thought of being disabled and still have a mortgage to pay, and other responsibilities.